Like the caterpillar, I too am in the chrysalis What I once was is not gone And what I will be is not quite formed I am held together only by the delicate shell Of what has been And what is yet to be Swirling in this formless state Disintegrated and liquified Like water, I am flowing between Past and present Fighting to be Here The maiden I once was lingers still, What I am becoming seems to lie just out of reach At times it feels like I am spiraling held together only by the sunshine of my children's laughter, the warmth of a baby at my breast, the wide open eyes of little love I am held by the hope of tomorrow... Who is it that I can bear my heart to? Who knows the weight of the world that I carry on my back?
Your words are magic!
Thank you beloved! <3